Been asking myself lots of questions today...
Sam is away in brighton at the great escape and the quietness of the flat has led to a bit of soul searching...
i guess after waking up feeling a bit down i was questioning why on earth that would be, when at the moment my life (on paper at least) appears pretty perfect!.. i love my flat, my boyfriend, my friends and my job, but maybe it is just juggling them all and myself.
Answers still unknown but I have been pondering:
what makes me happy
what do i want to be like
what am i actually like
how am i perceived by others
how do i want to be perceived by others
what do i want my style to be
what are my goals for the future
why do i find it so hard to relax
in the same theme i love this post over on le love..
LETTING GO TAKES LOVE
To let go does not mean to stop caring,
it means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off,
it's the realization I can't control another.
To let go is not to enable,
but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means
the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try to change or blame another,
it's to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for,
but to care about.
To let go is not to fix,
but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective,
it's to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,
but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,
but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.
To let go is to fear less and love more
Remember: The time to love is short
- author unknown